My Oration on Speech

I was always somebody who felt quite sorry for myself, how much of a struggle my life seemed to be compared to others. I was caught up in a web of negativity and needed someone or something to escape. During my lunch break, my classmate started to talk to me. What he said to me was quite upsetting and disturbing. He said " You're a very pessimistic girl." and I replied "Am I?" I thought that I was no different to anybody else. I gave him a nod, turned my back and left. As I go down the stairs i can't help but think deeply of what he said. I guessed he noticed my frowns and moping. I've always though about the negative side and just focus on the place without thinking of the positive side also. I guess I make a big deal about everything, over - acting in situations. But I can't help it, thinking of what will happen to the future... for example.. cramming for an exam. I didn't have the time to study much because of the projects and of course it'll result to a failing grade. I get upset and think about the scolding I'll get from mom and dad.. hmmm a scolding from mom and dad?  That takes me weeks back. When they get mad at me I always dash to my room, lock it and cry while shouting that " I don't want to live anymore! " Suddenly... I realized that I'm still waiting for someone, that someone made my life worth living. I love him so very much. I also thought about my close friends... I love them too.. wait .. I don't wanna die yet, I realized that there are people who loves me and will miss me if I'm gone.I lay on my bed and thought about it ... A life without Gloria Soriano ... will everyone be happy? Tears dropping, hands shaking, nose is running and covering my face. I guess my imagination got a little out of hand. I got up, opened the door and went to the kitchen to grab a bite. After eating 3 slices of pizza, a burger and drank a glass of coke. I remembered what my classmate said to me ... and I think he's right. So I turned my frown upside down, avoiding negative vibes and thinking about the present. I realized that the reason my friends smile is because of me. they've stuck with me through thick and thin. They put up with my rants and always try to comfort me. I am so grateful that I have a friend like you, you, you and you ... well all of you to be exact. Even though some of you get to nerves and bullies me ... I still think of you as family, you guys make me smile ... oh yeah, My parents are the reason why I'm here.. being so blessed with wonderful people ... so my life is worth living till the end... wait my life IS worth living till the end. All of my negative thoughts just disappears... THANK YOU FOR BEING A PART OF MY LIFE.

~You gave me a reason for my being and I love what I'm feeling. You gave me a meaning to my life.. yes I'm gone beyond existing and it all began when I met you~